Wednesday, July 04, 2012

Thoughts on leaving the Rocky/Smoky Mountains

We've left Colorado, smoke in the rear view mirror. The President kindly came to town to wish us goodbye. 

If there's some relief at escape, there's also an incredible sense of loss. We may never live anywhere as beautiful again. I will probably never practice my profession again. Tom has to start once more to look for a job. We've left behind the friendliest neighborhood we've ever been part of. It gets harder every time.

In our last week in Colorado Springs I had the same conversation over and over with people: If all their stuff burned, they secretly might be relieved to be rid of it. There is an article or a sermon to be written on that fact--that Americans feel so burdened by their physical belongings that their catastrophic loss might be seen as an escape hatch. 

Another friend noted that being evacuated allowed her family to spend a whole day together for the first time she could remember...dining, swimming, playing games. This friend recently has been desperate to carve out more family time, even seeking professional help on the problem of having too many obligations and too little time. Again, there's something to be said about the fact that it takes a gargantuan natural disaster to stop the hamster wheel and legitimate some downtime in our society.


Numerous people asked what they could do for us. I thank you all for your good thoughts for us and the region. Answer: Do everything you can to support initiatives to curb climate change and support serious sustainable living practices.


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When driving away from most places, you get some time to exit the region psychologically,  moving gradually further from the familiar terrain. Not so the Front Range: The minute you start driving east, the mountains are behind you, and within half an hour you're in an entirely different, flat, ranching world, making you wonder if it was all a dream. 

3 comments:

Bestemor said...

"How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard." -- "Annie"

"Sometimes good things have to fall apart so that better things can fall together."
-- Marilyn Monroe

ALZ said...

Bittersweet indeed. We are feeling the same thoughts here as well. I hope that the next location will be a pleasant surprise... and please don't count yourself out of higher-ed academia. You are on an alternative journey right now - and may find that this journey is exactly the right path... or that this side road leads you right back to where you want to be. It's a tough road ahead, meeting new friends, meeting new colleagues, meeting new challenges. Maybe we can take a cue from our daughters and try to take a bit of the excitement that they have for things that are new (and their everlasting adaptability) and just jump it with both feet.

Alisa said...

So, I'm curious about this next chapter. I read back some, trying to see if I had missed a post that said what you are up to now, but didn't find the answers. I was out of the loop for awhile though...

SO, what is next?